Thursday, August 07, 2008

Something Strange.

I had something strange happen yesterday, well more like last night at about dinner time.
I mentioned yesterday that I was dizzy and I kept stammering to one side. I was so sick by the time I was about to eat dinner, I was afraid I would not be able to hold anything down. I wasn't sure what was making me sick but for some reason, as I was writing an email, I kept seeing a flash in my vision of an ear!!! Is that creepy or what? It happened about 25 times before I started to get frustrated and decided to get up and lay down. I reached up and just touched my ear as I was walking to my bed and I felt a very strange warming sensation spread across my ear and down into the canal. I stopped dead in my tracks to pay attention to this sensation.

I noticed that every time I removed my hand from my ear, the warmth would go away. I kept my hand there for about a minute and then all of the sudden I heard this static like noise. I was startled by the noise and release the hold on my ear. As soon as static sound happened, I could feel myself balancing out and the dizziness that i had been feeling all day just vanished. I still don't understand what happened but it seems strange to me that it was my ear causing all that problem. How can just touching my ear cause all those sensations and then heal the ear?
I don't know what in the world happened but I want to find out!
Response to comment in last post-

Yes I definitely think a more private place would be the best thing. I think this may seem strange to others who are reading it. I don't know if I completely understand, so how could i expect others to understand. My head is spinning with all this information.
Yes I do know Orka... that is my given name. That is so crazy that you had a dream about my name. I didn't say anything before about the old lady because it was a brief dream I had a few nights ago and I didn't think much of it. Maybe we can speak about that more at a later time.

Go ahead and email me and we can set up a more private place to talk.

Wednesday, August 06, 2008

I want to post a comment here to the viewer who is posting comments to my blog.

I couldn't believe it when I read your post, that something like this could be happening to someone else. It seems so strange that all of the sudden there are two of us. If your dream means anything at all, then there must be others.

Next time you have a dream with the old lady and fishing... you should ask her things and see if she responds. I am sure she must be trying to tell you something but your not listening hard enough.

Yes I do have a tattoo and when you get around to looking more closely at yours, let me know what it is... I am very curious to find out what mark it is.

I must go for now, I am starting to feel a little strange, I get these dizzy spells and I start stammering to one side. The spells started this morning and have been getting more intense as the day goes on.

later
U92

Tuesday, August 05, 2008

Since yesterday, I have discovered I do remember a few things about myself and I decided to take a little quiz to keep them written down so I don't forget them again.

What's your first thought when you wake up? I like to wake up and think about the things I accomplished the day before. I also love when I wake up with a new idea about a direction I will take my book.
How many times a day do you brush your teeth? At least three times a day.
Do you eat meat? No, I have not eaten meat since I left my home in Poland at age 18.
What phobias do you have?
I fear very little. I think the only fear I have is that putting my hair in a pony tail might make me go bald.
What color best describes your personality and why? Pink because it catches your eye when you see it and it is very soft and soothing.
What's your favorite junk food? I rarely eat junk food, but I do have a secret not most people know, I love prawn flavored chips.
What's your bedtime? I usually sleep from 3:00 a.m. to 11:00 a.m. I get most of my writing done in the late night hours when my brain is the most active.
If you could have any pet in the imaginable world, what would it be? I like animals but I am really not happy with people who keep them as pets. I think animals should be in the wild where they belong. I wouldn't say the same goes for dogs though… everyone knows a story can't be written without mans best friend cuddled up at your feet while you write.
Your favorite character from a book? You wouldn't know who I was talking about, so I am going to leave this blank.
From a film? I think this question reveals too much about me, so I refrain from answering.
Would you rather be a hero or an antagonist? I would rather be the antagonist because the Hero is nothing without the antagonist.
Do you own a pair of "fat" pants? Fat pants? What are those? Do you mean do I own pants I use when I gain weight? No! I have been the same weight since 5th grade.
Approx. how many pairs of shoes do you own? Well, do you mean metaphorically or in reality? In reality I own about 7 pairs. I love shoes but I don't think I should have more than I could possibly ever use.
Salty or sweet? Why is this an either or question, everyone knows that salty and sweet is the best.
Your favorite childhood pastime? Toss the hot potato skins… it is a little game we had in our village...who ever could get the skin to stick to chin of the statue of St. peter got to keep the rest of the skins as treats.
What country would you most like to visit? Ethiopia, I would like to know if there are really starving people there or if someone has been scamming me out of 20 bucks a month for the past 10 years.
Do you sleep with stuffed animals? That is just sick. I don't understand people who send their dead pets to the taxidermist anyway. I do sleep with my manuscript though.
If you could meet anyone, dead or alive, who would it be? Shakespeare so I could ask him why he didn't own up to the fact that he had help writing.
If you could go to any time period, what would it be? I would travel to the Tudor period just to laugh at the Pope as the church came tumbling down. I would also like to have been a scribe for queen Elizabeth. I would also have liked to have given king Henry the measles … measles for the weasel.
Do you follow politics? I do.
Do you read the paper daily? Of course.
Do you consider yourself successful? Without a doubt.
What is your guilty pleasure? Chinese noodles and water lots and lots of water.
Can you swim?
I can do more than just swim, I am a 3 time state record holder and I also do a bit of synchronized swimming as a hobby.
Preferences Coke or Pepsi? You might have well asked… Preferences.. Acid or Battery Acid. Neither!
Chips or Pretzels? Stupid questions like this make me want to stop this quiz. I only like prawn chips and Pretzels are only good with chocolate.
Tea or Coffee? Expresso
Shower or Bath? Romans got this right…. Baths!
Chapstick or Blistex? Neither my lips have never been chapped. I drink enough water to keep my skin healthy. Maybe a little too much!
Traveling or Stationary? Traveling, is the best inspiration for new book ideas.
Wild orTame? Oh please we all know what you mean by this.... A little of both.
Spiritual or atheist? Spiritual just not evangelical
And to Wrap Things Up... Where do you see yourself in 5 years?
On vacation in Spain at my summer home that I bought with the proceeds of my last book.
Do you want to own your own home? Yes I would like to own one on the lake and one on the beach.
Do you plan on getting married? And have to split my fortunes in half when I get divorced? No thanks!
Plan on having children? No time for children at the moment, maybe artificial insemination at a later date if I ever get the urge.
Are you pierced and/or inked? I got a tattoo of a frog on a lilly pad when I was younger... It is hidden though.
The Glass half empty or Half full?
Half full
Are you close with your parents? I used to be… but they were visiting Chernobyl when the accident happened and they have never been the same since.
What is your preferred superhero power? Invisibility

Monday, August 04, 2008

Have you ever had one of those days where you feel like you were just born? Neither have I, until today.
I woke up today and felt like writing in my blog. I got on the internet and came to blogger and tried to sign in... only to find that I have never had a blog before. I got the a strangest sensation when I pressed the "Create Blog" button (haven't I done this before?)

I have just finished reading the "Time Management" book and have started a project that will organize my life for the better. I can't wait to get started! I actually took my first steps to better organization when I was reading chapter nine of the time management book while I was at spinning class. I sat on the bike with the book propped up on the handlebars and I read the part about multitasking. I knew right then that I was going to be a model student. I decided to make a list of the things I needed to organize, then and there. I completed the list in under an hour and didn't even break a sweat in the process. Pat myself on the back for that!

Here are the first ten items on my list of over 150.

1. Create blog
2. Finish Mother's website.
3. Find out what that chemical smell is coming from in the kitchen.
4. Better my lap time on the swimming team.
5. Ignore the chemical smell since I am probably just imagining things.
6. Brush up on my French.
7. Send off the books for printing.
8.Call my publisher and keep in contact more often.
9.Drink less water.
10. Exchange my day planner for the newer Pink version.

I know they might be a little shallow, but they are important first goals for me to accomplish. I can't wait to get started on them. I think I will look at number 3 anyway and see what that is before I pass out.

Until tomorrow.
U92